Stroke?

Have you ever dreaming that you getting stroke attack?

Today, I'm dreaming about I'm getting stoke attack..

Started when I'm in my room then suddenly I feel like been hit by lightning

Then I start to feeling dizzy like been drunk

My eyes barely can see anything

Then my body start to develop weakness

After that i fall on the floor

Start to screaming to get help from other people 

But I cannot talk properly and seem that no one hear it

Feeling like abandon and trashed

Then I start get tingling sensation

And everything is getting dark

Then I woke up

Lately I realize about something that i fear a lot

Is not about die that i fear but is all abut dying

I think I better die than dying

Not only hard for yourself but also for people around you

Disability and disease prevent you from getting somewhere

Do something that you didn't like it

For me, All of it is so hard.

Being diabetic or hypertension

Depend on drug for rest of your life

Need to go on diet for those disease

That what I fear lately

Dead is a simple thing but dying is the hardest thing

Some people maybe choose dying over die

Like the song Every Teardrop is a Waterfall by Coldplay

"I'd rather be a comma than a full stop"