Have you ever dreaming that you getting stroke attack? Today, I'm dreaming about I'm getting stoke attack.. Started when I'm in my room then suddenly I feel like been hit by lightning Then I start to feeling dizzy like been drunk My eyes barely can see anything Then my body start to develop weakness After that i fall on the floor Start to screaming to get help from other people But I cannot talk properly and seem that no one hear it Feeling like abandon and trashed Then I start get tingling sensation And everything is getting dark Then I woke up Lately I realize about something that i fear a lot Is not about die that i fear but is all abut dying I think I better die than dying Not only hard for yourself but also for people around you Disability and disease prevent you from getting somewhere Do something that you didn't like it For me, All of it is so hard. Being diabetic or hypertension Depend on drug for rest of your life ...