Sometimes it happen to me When I was tired and lay down on my bed I didn't realize that I already asleep I think I still wake up and just lay down on my bed I know I was lay down on my bed And still know what surround me My wardrobe, my desk, and everything When suddenly I feels something very scary is coming at me I can't describe clearly what it looks like but it very scary And I was very afraid of it Slowly come at me step by step And I realize that i cannot move my body Every inch of it And the scary thing still come at me I tried to move so much Feels like my body tied up by something that can't be seen Until suddenly I wake up on my bed And then I realize it all was a dream It feel like you want to scream but your voice can't come out Because you very afraid until you can't even scream
Have you ever dreaming that you getting stroke attack? Today, I'm dreaming about I'm getting stoke attack.. Started when I'm in my room then suddenly I feel like been hit by lightning Then I start to feeling dizzy like been drunk My eyes barely can see anything Then my body start to develop weakness After that i fall on the floor Start to screaming to get help from other people But I cannot talk properly and seem that no one hear it Feeling like abandon and trashed Then I start get tingling sensation And everything is getting dark Then I woke up Lately I realize about something that i fear a lot Is not about die that i fear but is all abut dying I think I better die than dying Not only hard for yourself but also for people around you Disability and disease prevent you from getting somewhere Do something that you didn't like it For me, All of it is so hard. Being diabetic or hypertension Depend on drug for rest of your life ...